Trials of a Family who wants to Pay it Forward one Family at a time. Our story or should I say My story of the Tornardo that tore me down and know I am building back up looking for strength and courage like others. Inspire Me!! Thanks
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Wednesday, September 15, 2010
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****** to you: Hey! I know your probably really overwhelmed BUT I'm ***** age and have been through this too HELP?? I have no where to go or no one to talk to. Please get in touch I am scared!!!
I know your probably really overwhelmed BUT I'm ^^^^ age and have been through the same thing. Where do I get the courage? I was here in Springville Running. If you ever have time could we go to lunch? XXXXXX and I haven't had the strength to be like you and XXXXXX. I guess its more me. I Love you!
YOu know what I would absolutely love to go to lunch with you, Or even you guys. I have had a very hard time and it is not easy to deal with. Its hard not to want to crawl in a ball every day and not get out of bed. It is a very scary thing and very hard to go out again in public alone. I just figure I have to learn that I was unfortunate that I was picked to be a victim but, i cant let it slow me down. It makes you want to trust no one but, you have to trust to have any relationship. It is just so hard. Lets do get together and my prayers are with you. Stay stong... if I am still pushing forward you have to as well. Thanks for sending in a response. Let me know when you have time and I can make some time for you. Chin up> One other suggestion i would make that my counselor said. I hope it works but, he said write all the details down and relive it and put it in writing. This is why I am doing this blog. I haven't gotten the courage to go into complete detail about that again or the strength to go through the details. But when I do I will close that chapter on my life and hope to never look back on it again. I do also have to think of the positive things that have come from it. I treat people differnt and the feellings I develop for people are actual ones of real sincere care. I have to realize that people make mistakes. But I do fully beleive in punishment for their mistakes so they can grow and learn but, Because people have faults I cant juge them by that or love them any less. I make friends and instantly can tell those who want something from me or who want sincere friendship. Either way I give them the complete benefit of the doubt because if I didnt I would never trust again or feel. I would be scare to continue on. You can do it. Write your story here on my comments. Maybe it will then give me courage to tell mine in detail... I have had so many positive things come from starting to slowly gain the courage. it also has helped to do some other things and if your interested I would be more than happy to share.
xxxxx, very nice blog. That's awesome of you two wanting to do this and hopefully helping others out. I would like to be invited to view your blog if you don't mind.
Hey xxxx I just wanted to thank you and xxxx for your blog. I haven't had a xhance to read it all but I wanted to say how much I admire your courage! You definitely have inspired me.! Its so reassuring to know that I'm not the only one out there dealing with all of lifes trials and heartaches(and some that I've brought on myself). You guys are an amazing and beautiful family! You have already touched my life and I'm sure you will bring so much inspiration and light to others by sharing your history. Thank you:) xxxxxxx
I know your probably really overwhelmed BUT I'm ^^^^ age and have been through the same thing. Where do I get the courage? I was here in Springville Running. If you ever have time could we go to lunch? XXXXXX and I haven't had the strength to be like you and XXXXXX. I guess its more me. I Love you!
ReplyDeleteYOu know what I would absolutely love to go to lunch with you, Or even you guys. I have had a very hard time and it is not easy to deal with. Its hard not to want to crawl in a ball every day and not get out of bed. It is a very scary thing and very hard to go out again in public alone. I just figure I have to learn that I was unfortunate that I was picked to be a victim but, i cant let it slow me down. It makes you want to trust no one but, you have to trust to have any relationship. It is just so hard. Lets do get together and my prayers are with you. Stay stong... if I am still pushing forward you have to as well. Thanks for sending in a response. Let me know when you have time and I can make some time for you. Chin up> One other suggestion i would make that my counselor said. I hope it works but, he said write all the details down and relive it and put it in writing. This is why I am doing this blog. I haven't gotten the courage to go into complete detail about that again or the strength to go through the details. But when I do I will close that chapter on my life and hope to never look back on it again. I do also have to think of the positive things that have come from it. I treat people differnt and the feellings I develop for people are actual ones of real sincere care. I have to realize that people make mistakes. But I do fully beleive in punishment for their mistakes so they can grow and learn but, Because people have faults I cant juge them by that or love them any less. I make friends and instantly can tell those who want something from me or who want sincere friendship. Either way I give them the complete benefit of the doubt because if I didnt I would never trust again or feel. I would be scare to continue on. You can do it. Write your story here on my comments. Maybe it will then give me courage to tell mine in detail... I have had so many positive things come from starting to slowly gain the courage. it also has helped to do some other things and if your interested I would be more than happy to share.
ReplyDeleteXXXXXXX September 7 at 10:15pm please send me your blog thanks
ReplyDeletexxxxx, very nice blog. That's awesome of you two wanting to do this and hopefully helping others out. I would like to be invited to view your blog if you don't mind.
ReplyDeleteHi xxxx, Please add me...I tried reading it tonight but I couldn't get in. I love you both and I think it is awesome that you are doing this.
ReplyDeleteHey xxxx I just wanted to thank you and xxxx for your blog. I haven't had a xhance to read it all but I wanted to say how much I admire your courage! You definitely have inspired me.! Its so reassuring to know that I'm not the only one out there dealing with all of lifes trials and heartaches(and some that I've brought on myself). You guys are an amazing and beautiful family! You have already touched my life and I'm sure you will bring so much inspiration and light to others by sharing your history. Thank you:)
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